Thursday, October 30, 2008


oh the joys and wonders of pms.
how its ok if you suck the life out of everyone and everything who's trying to reason with you and not care.
how wonderful it feels to squish melted marshmallows with your tongue in your big cup of hot chocolate.
and then eat a whole bag of Lays right after

=p

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

cough

She stopped, mid-hum.
He looked up to see what interrupted the beautiful noise.
'Did you hear that?' she asked, frowning.
'.....Honey, why are you always hearing things?', he asked.
She shrugged.' I don't know. Guess I'm waiting for..a miracle or something'. She resumed her work.
This made him sad. He thought he was her miracle.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

i can make you sway II

Mani: fuck you, by the way.

for your love, and this helpless feeling.
it's so beautiful.
but it is so destructive.
i honestly have no idea what to do. no desire to do anything.
i don't want to go anywhere.
don't want to do anything
just want to sit here.
sit here and do nothing.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

i might be wrong

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15 blows to the back of your head
15 blows to your mind

Monday, October 13, 2008


I dream.
I dream so much, I end up clutching my bleeding heart in the morning.
My mind can't believe the images it stores then replays at a time when my body can do nothing to retaliate. Its painful feeling so helpless. Sleeping wide awake. Helpless.

Even now, so dizzy. So sleepy, but wide awake.
Helpless.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

He kisses every fingernail of her left hand.
'perfect'
'perfect'
'perfect'
'perfect'
'perfect'

Friday, October 3, 2008

cut the kids in half

no peace. two favorite people gone.no peace.